Oh Hai

I’m starting to see, as much as I thought my past didn’t determine who I am today. I was of course lying to myself.
I haven’t had the most awesome life, nor has it been awful.
We all have rough times.
I’m just sick of having to start with scratch.
I need to catch a break seriously.

If…

I could be fucking independent

I would.
If it ment not being homeless.

I can’t give school 100% bc I have to work. In order to keep my job I must keep my hours. In order to pay for classes etc, I need a job.

When will the stupid cycle end?

I want to learn more. I’m soooooo bored with myself.

Can I live a little?

Ya

3X today and its only noon

The baby is acting weird today I wanna go home. My boyfriend called me to tell me had a surprise for me…. What in gods name could this be? Lol

I’m taking up space for people who have fucks left to give: excuse me

While everyone around me is succeeding I’m sitting staring at a blank wall.

I’m the biggest asshole I’ve ever met.

I’m sitting in my tiny bathroom realizing that everything bad that has ever happened to me has only been a product of my poor and reckless judgement and that I am the reason for my misfortune